.男生都是这样.

现在已经是早上7.30

我 6.30AM 爬起来

我的头是很痛

可是我依然很强 我没有K PANADOL下去

然后我爬起来上网

因为我真的睡不着了

昨天

我很不愉快

抱歉

是极度的不开心

突然间

我很想死

原因我不说

大多数的理由都是自己的问题

我想知道

是不是每个女子的占有权都很强..?
还是 应该说自私

或许我就是属于那种很自私的女生

我只希望属于我的东西可以一直围绕在我身边

但是我忽略了他们愿不愿意

我知道..

你 前晚是因为要陪你母亲

所以我很不开心 因为你没有陪我

我大发脾气 开口闭口都是在骂你

而你却傻傻让我骂 没有抗议的任我发泄

嘴里说的只是: 对不起 老婆...我爱你...笑一个..抱一个..亲一个..

是不是因为你对我太过迁就 太过疼我 所以我才变本加厉

你答应我 你只让我等一天

可是昨晚明明答应我真的会陪我了

你的家人去了云顶 你不要去的目的本来就是要陪我

可是 你却信息告诉我

你的朋友生日 所以..

好 我明白

反正还有2天你就要下来工作 没什么机会和他们聚在一起

我也应该明白 以前的我 也是一直拒绝你忽略你

为了只是陪我的朋友

这一切我都明白 原来一点都不好受

起身

一封信息都没有

起身

一声早安都没有

所以我说

遇到再好的男生

其实

他们都是一样

怎么说

就是

当他们遇到自己的兄弟

他会不顾一切的陪他们的兄弟

不理会我们的死活

甚至他知道

当时的我们是活在痛苦的程度

他们绝对是连一通电话都不会打过来

是不是

他们已经追到你了

所以

不会那么的珍惜你

还是

你有你自己的苦衷..?

我不知道..

我只知道

不要让我对一个人失去信心

因为那个结果都会是一样

我会很潇洒的走..

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
It's you that I'm missing
It's like my brain is wired up
and there's a glitch in my system
You're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itching
I'm in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That's why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won't somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won't take one step
I can't see what's coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can't see at all (no, oh no)
can't see at all (at all)
cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don't understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can't reach you cos I'm tied up with this straight jacket on
I can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can't see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it's like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
honestly it feels like I ain't living no more
can't say no more, can't see no more

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